i am homesick / Thursday, July 13, 2006
i just had two dreams about going back t singapore. one was a day dream and one was a sleeping dream.
my daydream was about what would things be like in ntss and what would happen if
that idiot and i met again.
the day dream somewhat felt like a predream sort of thing because i was on the verge of falling asleep when it happened.
and now, THE DREAM.
i went back to singapore and went t ntss and saw
that idiot and then i talked with joy, siti and some other people. i think he and i talked a little. and then it was assembly and everyone was wearing red skirts like it was a new uniform or something. then someone told me it was the same white skirt and that red skirt had something to do with national day -.-
and then i also met rachel and some of her friends.. but like made up ones.. because i don't know what her friends look like..
then i met lynette and we talked and weren't so hostile and
that idiot came along. seeing that we talked comfortably, that idiot came over t us and then lynette walked away.
then i was like,
hey, you forgot t hug me.
because everyone was hugging me when i came back at the beginning of the dream.
and so we hugged. oh and in my predream there were some terrorists who came and blew up the school. yeah, i wouldn't mind the school be blown up but ah, everyone died. well somehow i lived.. and back t the dream..so i was looking at him as if we were going t die later and that was his last day of life.
[i hate how cheesy my dream sounds]i also met meljie but i just can't remember how. it was like at a shopping center andwe missed each other a whole lot and we took pictures.. oh and then i think i met rachel and her made up friends..
then i forgot how from the school i came t this huge beach that was like a resort.. oh yeah, i invited a bunch of friends to have the holidays in maine and somehow we came t this huge beach resort that we didn't need t pay t enter and then i felt like playing volleyball and i saw kasey, albie and someother people on this roof, like the one at spgg, across from ntss and there were these HIGH chairs and tables and when i say HIGH, i mean HIIIIIIIIIGGGHHH! they were like 3-4 storeys high and you climbed up the chair t sit on it. not that the chair was big. it was normal size but it was HIIIIGGGHH.
and i told kasey that i wanted t play volleyball but she didn't really feel like it but albie heard and was like I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL TOO! and then kasey was like,
fine, i play too. (:and we went off t play. then i expected t play it on sand but we played in a pool and so i guess it become water polo. oh and the pool wasn't ready t be opened yet for playing. and so waited awhile. and there was giselle's sister tara. and she was rinsing our hair??!
yeah, i don't know why.
then i saw kasey and albie and others sitting down on poolchairs waitting for the pool t be ready and something happened.. AND THEN I WOKE UP. the end.
its not like i missed ntss, but i miss the people. like i am homesick because i miss being with a lot of people. like my jie, rachel, rosanne, joy and a lot more. and yeah, do miss
that idiot.. but we're more like friends.
i just realized how much history i have t do this summer.. there's some bloody ap hist exam thing i have t take and research the answers..
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE ZIMMERMAN PAPERS ARE??!
okay, cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:12 PM
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