hello! tuesday was horrible man. had my speech, not a very good one but who really cares about speeches? then in band i was so zoned out about my speech, at one point i didnt realize mr skeff called my section to play.. and he stared at me and now i think he hates me or something..
in tennis we had a match against portland at deering oaks and they said they had their full team but when we got there they only had their varsity players and no one else came. so most of us ended up not playing at all.. and then we just hit around with each other. i hate sitting on the grass at deering oaks. because the soil is so sandy and so they're millions of ant holes EVERYWHERE! like every foot there's an ant hole! ahh!
yesterday was pretty good. didnt finish my apush map. dammit jamie. but i did do my math homework. wow, i actually put math with more priority than apush for once. OH AND WE HAD A FIRE DRILL AT THE BEGINNING OF HIST! :D it just made me happy t go out. and in french, because chelsea wasnt here, i had t do my little skit with MADAME. whatt?? gah. it was okay but i stumbled in speaking my negative past tense reflexive verbs like, je.. ne...me... suis pas reveillee. baha.
afterschool we had a fake practice where we just hit around and it was supposed to be a guys and girls double match thing but then only a few guys showed up, aiden tanner nick and some other dood whos name i dont know.. then few by few people left and it was just stephanie nick and i and we played canadian tennis against nick.. but nick being the best player on the team obviously beat us. stephanie was really good though. i was just.. eh.. but it was fun! playing against good people.
i really dont feel like reading into the wild. 50 pages to read. 50!!! FIFTY!!! grahh. and i have t do bio notes. oh yeah! i got my band concert tonight! :D
cheerio!
/Hopped! 1:30 AM
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ahh! / Monday, May 28, 2007
i just realized that i'm going to disect a pig this week.
not a frog. but a P-I-G PIG!
that smells worse than liver.
gah. i already cant stand the smell of pig organs when my mom ordered them from those coffeeshop stalls.
/Hopped! 4:36 AM
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i care too much /
I HAVE TENNIS PHOTOS! :D
team dinner!.. the boys were busy playing freezbie.. was a pretty segregated party. haha.
TEAM PICTURE!.. i think i look retarded even though you cant see me all that clearly.
oh wow.
SOPHMORES! oh yeah!
hahaha.. look at all that hair in my face!.. i really am not photogenic at all.. ):
im quite sad that tennis is pretty much over for the school year. tuesday is most likely the last match. we made it 9th in the uhmm.. region? yeah! playing against portland on tuesday. I MUST PLAY AMAZINGLY WELL!! :D
in english we're reading into the wild. which is about this 24? yr old who throws away his life, his family that he hardly felt close to i guess, his college fund, his beloved car and money.. and sets off being a hitchhiker and eventually goes to the alaskan bush, where four months after entering he dies of.. i think starvation.
which makes me think, in life you really need someone to be there for and with you. you cant live life on your own. it just wont work. thats why when people go on interviews an important quality is teamwork and how well you get along and interact with people. it also makes me think a whole lot of other stuff.. like, why do i care so much about what people think about me.. and maybe money is not very important afterall.. and yet i still want lots of it. oh whatever. i still love money. but i try not to care but in the end i still care and it brings me down. way down...
i should just work with what i got..
i ready for this year to be over. i had fun this school year, definetely more fun than last year i guess, with jazzband and tennis and all. but i still feel this year was horrible.. in terms of my grades. i should screw sleeping man. like really. just forget it. i made a lot of friends this year, which is great. i also feel like i've lost some.. well, not really lost but just furthered from some..
i really cant wait for next year! i wonder if i should try out for the musical. i was thinking whether i should last year but i was too scared. and this time, im scared albie will start to hate me if i do badly because it seems like she dislikes people do the musical but their singing sucks. well, my singing doesnt SUCK.. just i sing too soft.. gah. but i know that joining the musical will help me be not so soft. joining marching band next year too! real excited about that!
oh yeah, did you know that french have so many short forms for im-ing and texting/smsing? like descendre is spelt D100. makes sense huh. haha happy memorial day!.. just think, next year ill be marching in the parade too.
cheerio!
/Hopped! 1:14 AM
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swing swing / Friday, May 25, 2007
ughh.. i want to blog.. BUT I CANT. damn you history. damn you.
seeing ms sturm today during study hall..
i know, i have a really wierd schedule right? sleeping in the evening and waking up at midnight. what's wrong with me?? gah. nvm. as long as i get my work done i suppose. tomorrow, im guessing is the last practice of tennis. i really hope i at least play well during practice. come on man. well, i also really hope that our team makes it to uhmm.. what do they call it? or in other words, have won enough matches to play more matches..
ugh. hist. wow. anotation. cheerio!
/Hopped! 2:44 AM
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disenchanted / Saturday, May 19, 2007
you're just a sad song with nothing to say about a life long wait for a hospital stay well if you think that i'm wrong this never meant nothing to you
so i joined tennis and got all involved with school and stuff because i decided the best way to "kill" myself is to overwhelm and bury myself in school work. and now, after doing tennis, i'm getting 2 a's, 2 b's, 2 c's AND A D!
DOOD! I CAN'T BE DYING THAT FAST?!
why the hell do i have c in english? b i would understand, but c?? whaa?!! and ha! algebra. *shakes head* and bio.. wahlau. only .7 points and it would be a B.
fine! i'll just not sleep. must pull up my grades man. gah. i seriously cant be dying that fast..
i hate the rain.. just one more week cannot ah? one more week and tennis is over. im gonna miss it.. like jazz band. sigh. at least im involved with school. im such a hardworker..
so i hanged out with kaylee, kelly and the gang today in the gym breezeway. and kellys like, this is what i look forward to every morning i wake up. (: same.
gah.. i just want get high honor roll can or not?
im too preoccupied with my progress report.. that is not showing any progress at all.
TIME TO BE A GEEK. (:
happy birthday dear bro! where do you want to go tomorrow?? lol. cheerio!
/Hopped! 12:18 AM
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on the other side / Tuesday, May 15, 2007
today is such a good day. yearbooks are out! i feel bittersweet about my french club pic. its cute and nice.. but also sorta looks act cute. not on purpose one okay. my most horrible picture would have to be my jazzband.. i'm not even looking at the camera. -.-
and during our match against marshwood, we received our sweatshirts and pants! finally! the sad thing though is marshwood only brought 9 players and so devin and i didn't get t play against anyone. more over, i heard that these players were amateurs so devin&i could take on a few of them. stupid drizzle.
mdm laplante rearranged the tables again. its okay i guess. i like change. but this change is wierd. makes the room feel smaller..
oh, the bad thing of today.. BIO TEST.
I'M GETTING A BLOOGY A.
I DONT CARE. GAH.
ended up falling asleep yesterday. but tonight i must stay up. i already slept at 6+ anyway and just woke up. so yeah. cheerio!
/Hopped! 11:57 PM
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'cause lately /
I SUCK AT TENNIS.
i already knew that. just that i expect more of myself. and then i end up dissapointing myself and getting fustrated. sometimes i feel like hitting my head against that green padding practice thing in courts whenever i mess up on serving. gah.
got a new song in band.. on broadway! its so nice. i also love copacabana. i think the reason why is because i'm playing the melody and there's a lot of mmoving parts. patriot sucks. its waaaaay too easy man. i don't care anymore lah. i'm going t talk t skeff if i can be in windensemble.
i'm uncertain of his craziness for me now. if i heard right in the first place. i guess devins crazy crush on him is a test t see truly how crazy he is for me.
not sleeping again. stupid bio test tomorrow and hist test on thurs to study for. and tons of hist homework. what the hell am i doing still blogging? cheerio!
her name was lola she was a showgirl
/Hopped! 2:09 AM
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video! / Saturday, May 12, 2007
yeah, i finally got t uploading my french proj. on youtube and here you go. and it had t be split into to because apparentely the file size is too big.. -.-
part 1(must watch 2.45!)
part 2
yeah, my dubbing isnt all that great.
so yesterday's match was cancelled because of that darn rain and thunderstorm that lasted for half an hour more than 4 hours before the match. but i don't get why it was cancelled because on the way home i saw the boys practicing. gah.
the team dinner was nice. did a few cartwheels with kaylee again. played monkey in the parallelogram.. hahaha. it was pretty segregated-like. there was coconut shrimp and this girl, alison, who had never eaten shrimp before.. even though she lives in MAINE, and so she ate the whole thing. and then she was shocked t find shells in her mouth!.. because she ate the tail too.. baha.
it feels like new town all over again. like many of my friendships last a blissful year and then its pretty much gone. because kelly.. she seems t be mad with me.. so ill just give some space. thats what i thought of rosanne, but then rosanne wasn't actually annoyed with me at all. oh well. i can see why she would be mad though i find it a little bit ridiculous.
now i see all the hard work of apush. damn apush. ms major is now giving us loads of work. and then summer.. wowee. alrighty. i shall procrastinate for several more hours before i go and do workloads of apush. and theres health stress thingymajig that i'll just make up crap for it.
cheerio!
- satisfied with no regrets.
/Hopped! 1:18 AM
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health.. woot? / Thursday, May 10, 2007
ello! i'm in health class and hmm.. very excited for tonight! because of uhmm.. hmm.. ((:
cassie is so cute. on tuesday, she was asking me what stick scallops, the food i'm bringing for the team dinner tonight, were. and so i was like.. uhh.. they're scallops.. on uhh sticks. and she was like, what are scallops?.. and devin and i, they're those white round things. so cute.
so yah. can't wait for tonight! please be a good night.
doing some stress relaxation thing in health. and its such a beautiful day. and its like singapore! warm weather is so nostalgic. (:
gah, health is boring. and that's all i have t say. cheerio!
- i hate route 66.
/Hopped! 1:00 PM
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now turn away / Wednesday, May 09, 2007
It just ain't living And I just hope you know that if you say, good bye today, I'd ask you to be true, cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you
HALF DAY TODAY! WOOT! :D
SCREW MATH HOMEWORK! (:
i feel like giving up on math. dood, like everyone in the class, even those who try their best, except for jake i expect, is doing BADLY.
went for that tennis lesson, that i signed up for because i suck, yesterday. and first i have my practice right? and it ends at 4. and then its the boys turn t practice. and then it the lessons. so i went home after my practice and came back at 5.30. and the guys were still playing.. and i felt paiseh because.. uhmm.. hmm.. nevermind. anyway..
can't wait for tomorrow! team dinner! coed one! ((:
yesterday was SO GOOD... well, except for that bio test.. and also realizing that i wasted a whole day in the library the other day. oh and heath too.. eww, health. oh and mr ferman subbing for mr skeff in bad. eww too. either than that, i really feel like yesterday was awesome. because...
1. i did pretty well in tennis practice. even though i didn't win the challenge matches in tennis, i felt like i did my all and best.. unlike thursday.
2. after tennis i hanged out with kelly, kaylee, alex, eric and elisa in the soft ball field and we played invisable base/softball! then i layed in the grass and did cartwheels!
3. I ROLLED DOWN A HILL! :D i love rolling down hills!
4. while i was doing all this, those two were watching.. as they were warming up for their tennis match against massebesic. massebesic's boys tennis team came along while alex, kelly and i were rolling down the hill. isn't our school lively? :D
i think i quite like sphs. especially the view. you see so much on that hilled parking lot. its so beautiful. (:
so all these fun thing erased all those bad things and alex is joinning the army and was saying how gays cant join and started imitating them.. not being offensive.. just joking around like, AH! THEY'RE COMING!.. or something like that. hehe.
stupid bio test.. I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST!
I SPEAK SIX LANGUAGES! every language easy easy as the recipe for making i speak six languages! and i can say hello.. in at least seven more!
/Hopped! 8:51 AM
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swoooooooooosh! / Friday, May 04, 2007
horrible. just horrible. had a match against gorham yesterday. a match which i was very excited for because i would get t play because the gorham team has like 40 team members, one of those rare schools that a have a tennis team larger than ours. so finally came t devin's and my turn t play doubles and I SUCKED. like the worst i've ever been.. i'm quite fustrated with myself.. more earlier. and i think that devin and i are the bottom of the list for who's better on the team. oh well, i don't care anymore. at least i have a sport right? don't have t be best at it. although, it is quite depressing that i still haven't improved much.
the match against deering, the day before yesterday was much better i have t say. because at least i won.. although i know it wasn't because of my skills but because i was better than the other two i was playing against. but my skills were better then. where did all that go yesterday man?
on wed, had a bio field trip t the blood research center.. for nothing t do with blood. just t learn about dna.. which btw, did not help us at all.. it was very boring. just sat there for hours and hours while two people talked and worked in labs for like what? a few seconds?
i will always remember the agarose thing. the only reason why i know is because of the agar agar in sg! :D
team dinner!.. the boys were busy playing freezbie.. was a pretty segregated party. haha.
TEAM PICTURE!.. i think i look retarded even though you cant see me all that clearly.
oh wow.
SOPHMORES! oh yeah!
hahaha.. look at all that hair in my face!.. i really am not photogenic at all.. ):