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whheee! its friday! ((:
today was quite warm. according t the forecast its about high sixties fahrenheit.

ystd's concert went pretty well. parker was here but somehow he didn't seem t play as well. well, duh, he was pretty sick and well, no one played the scale thing at the end of new world var.

so back t the warm weather.
yaye! spring is here! well, once the first leaf sprouts out, it truly is spring! ((:
will record till when a see the first leaf sprout.. because i feel like it okay.

jealous idiot shaved his head! i think its because he joined track or something. stupid lah, why does one need t shave off their hair in track? aerodynamics?? sighh.. i don't like bald headed people. >.<
heh

gonna watch more ming dao now!
au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:25 PM

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listenng t that song ^
its by the dandy warhols.

having the concert later. kelly and i are so screwed..
parker's not here today! which also means that he's most unlikely t be at the concert, which also means that kelly and i are so dead! X(

i really hope he gets better really fast so that he can perform because kelly and i don't play well.. )):

i almost got back my serving skills. and you know what? i think sabrina's giving me bad luck! no offence.. hehe.

saw the copying idiot and wow, he now wear something different after all those months of wearing the same stupid shit clothes. but he still looks bad lah.

anyways, just came back from school. had t stay back for awhile t finish my science test and then i had t see mr kahill t redo one of the qns on my hist test and yaye!! i now have a 100!! :D
whheee!

kay, need t rest. v tired.
i'm so screwed for the concert..

au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:44 PM

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okay, now i really really do think that there is some connection thing going on. someone must have told that someone something. if not why is he acting like that lor. and its on this week. the week i plan t do something..

so today was half day. nothing much happened but now in maths i'm in sean's group. yeapp. sighh.. i might break that poor boy's heart.. oh who cares about him? bahh. hehe..

i don't know.

shall now drift from that subject. everything's just all too confusing.

i think i've changed alot since last year before i left sg. i don't know. what do you think?..

watched episode 7 of frog prince ystd and.. MING DAO IS VERY HOT! (X
okay, gonna watch more ming dao ((:

au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:27 PM

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Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 100%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Envy: 20%

Lust: 20%

Wrath: 20%


Chance You'll Go to Hell: 46%

You'll die in a shuttle crash, on your way to your resort on the moon.

How Sinful Are You?

going t bed soon. yea.
yippee! tomorrow's a half day! ((:

au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:40 AM

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finally took a motor skills common assessment in gym. yes, badminton. i think i did fairly well. not very well for serving duh. ):

i just realized that i've slept in every single class today. freshmen ws, yep. science, yep. band, yep. gym, defintely yep. oh, all but homebase lah.

albie sketched me again. me being emo. hahaha. will post when i can scan.

having my science test on thurs. i think that's when i'm gonna do it. i seriously don't care. i;ve said that a million times already. plus, everything seems so right. (:

its also the concert on thurs!

tomorrow is half day! and its also abbie's b'day! ((:

i'm not going t the spring fling but i might go for the freshmen dance thing. yeah.

its too confusing lah. i'll carry on with whatever the hell i want t do. i don't care. maybe its spite but i'll still be happy what. if i end up not being happy with it, i'll just end it lor. simple as that. hopefully it'll end the whatever tension that she might be feeling with me. because i'm not trying t go after him and break them up. i'm not so whatever lah.

have t do my hist hw now.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
5:49 PM

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you know what??

this is seriously driving me mad! ugh. wtf is her problem?? not my fault okay! wahlau. and if she dares sk me that qns, she's so wrong.

okay. i'm being quite vague again. because i feel like it okay! there.

well, that is just a small thing driving me mad. the real big thing is a him. i really don't get him. what the hell is his problem? huh?? you want me t talk, i did, alright. but he didn't reply and today.. eughh.. my mind thinks waay too much.

like rosanne said. don't bother at all. yeah. stupid idiot. i won't care about you and whateverr!

wednesday is a half day i think and i've a concert on thurs. yepp. (:
au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:35 PM

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i think i wanna pick up photography. yeah. junior year, i'm gonna join photography. oh well for ceramics. i guess i could do that senior year. yeah. and more photography. not taking shots of myself duh. i'm not a photowhore.. (:

right now i feel pretty screwed because i don't know how t do that stupid french assignment. how the heck does that help us in our french? we're writting it in eng! wahlau eh! sighh..

au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:29 PM

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streaming frog prince right now!! ((:
ah, i have the lion king song that was played in band, stuck inside my head! (:

today was pretty good. pretty hyper. (:
it was also pretty tiring. the first two periods, felt pretty tired and then started t feel hyper and then more came along! (:

i kinda sucked in band today. KELLY WASN'T HERE! and when parker went t his sectionals, i was the only tenor and my counting was quite off. wahlau! i can't fucking count. :/

i've kinda been expecting that one day kelly wouldn't be there on a day that parker has sectionals leaving me ALL ALONE! ):

and then i had t shift down and sit next t whatever idiot and i bet mr skeff could sense that we sorta had some tension. i think some other ppl sensed it too.. -.-
oh whateverr lah.

you know what i hate? i hate that i always have difficulty controling my breathe when playing my sax! its like i have t breathe alot and i hate that feeling! >:|

felt really hyper in gym. but there was a sad thing that happened. I LOST MY BADMINTON SKILLS! POOHOO!

i used t be able t play quite well okay and now its like all going downdowndown hill.. sighh.

i just realized that the sax and piano solo and then duet in sunday morning can only be heard on the demo. i heard the released version but it wasn't as nice as their demo.

i think the decision is final. yes, but won't say now. just wait and see.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
4:56 PM

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whheee! i can't wait!! i'm going t see ming dao later!!
finally, after a whole week, i'm gonna see frog prince!! can't wait for mommie t pick me up and then i'm going t the library and WATCH MING DAO! (X

will blog later when waitting for frog prince t stream. right now i'm too tired as i just got back from school.

eatting a cinnamon bun i baked last night in the wee hours, right now!

/Hopped!
2:22 PM

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I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE TODAY!!
first, was supposed t wake up at like 4.30 to shower because nowadays i take a really long time t shower. i don't know why. it used t be only half an hour but now it can be 45 min or even 2 hours!

i was also supposed t do some laundry and wash my jeans but i woke up too late! it was 6.30! i still had t take a shower though no matter what because i was odourizing and my hair was beginning t feel really greasy. fortunetely i came out at about 7.05.

another reason why i felt so screwed was because i had a maths test and then in eng, a vocab test that i forgot t study for. fortunetely though, i had some free time after finishing my maths test and was able t study.

/Hopped!
2:26 PM

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ah, today my day was filled with lots of ancient greek mythology stuff. first there was history. had t present. i knew it. i just knew it lah. he chose me over meg.. -_____-"
don't think i presented well.. when do i present well? ah well.

then there was english. because we're reading the odyssey, more ancient greek mythology. yepp. i just figured during eng that the ancient greeks are wierdwierd people..

was slacking a whole lot with abbie in maths. we don't get anything! hahaha.. i didn't see the point of going t school today. that's what abbie made me realize.. really. its like hist, who wants t present? and maths no need.. all i did was slack, and then english definetely no need t lor because all we did was write notes on the odyssey. AND THEN FRENCH.. its so slow.. :/

OH! AND NOW I'M SITTING NEXT T THE JACKASS! can you believe it? arghh... i seriously just want t kill him can! >:|

and you know what i'm hating right now? movies with cheesy scenes like the one i watched in science yesterday. i finally remembered what its called. dante's peak. and there was this scene where the volcanologist and the mayor[female] were getting horny and ughh.. why i hate it? BECAUSE OF JEALOUS IDIOT! wowee..

okay, i couldn't see him because i was facing my back towards him. but do i even care? not really. oh whateverr..

ooh.. I WANNA SEE V FOR VENDETTA. pity its rated R but heck lah, will ask my parents t take me t watch because i wanna see natalie portman! :D
i'm not bi..
according t laura, it was v interesting. but must go with my parents if not i cannot get in..

i've no homework! yipee!
au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:37 PM

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i am here t anounce that i'm pretty much done with my proj.! ((:
just have t cut and paste and colour in my drawing.

yaye! i'm very happy right now! ((:

don't feel like really blogging today. was a normal usual day.
didn't have band though. mr skeff wasn't here and so we had study hall instead. poohoo!

i've been listening t sunday morning by maroon 5 lately and you know what i just realized?
there's a tenor solo! <3
hahaha
kay, au revoir now!

/Hopped!
9:44 PM

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GRR...
I HATEHATEHATE MAINE!

actually its the climate and the atmosphere.
ITS TOO BLOODY DRY LAH!
wahlau. its making zits poppoppop EVERYWHERE!! NO! GO AWAY! SHOO!
NOBODY WANTS YOU AROUND!!
>:(

moving on, I LOVE MY NEW THIRD COUNTER!
it gives me lotsa information that i don't know why i'm so interested in! ((:
well, i do know why i'm interested in the information but i shall not say why here. anyways, according t my nice new informative counter, i've had 35 different visitors excluding me. and ystd when looking at that huge no. i wondered why it was so large.
and my conclusion, LOOK AT MY BLOG TITLE! :D hahaha

no wonder lah.

right now i've les miserables songs stuck in my head...
have t continue doing my hist proj now!
au revoir!

/Hopped!
1:49 AM

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happy st patricks's day!

everyone was wearing green in sch today. i wore yellow + blue = GREEN! (:

i think mr kahill is verry dissapointed in me. because he thought that i was an outstanding student but now i have a b in his class and also i'm late for practically all his classes. because his class is my first period, and then alot of times i'm like 5 min late lar and yea.

today i was and i gave the lamest excuse ever.
kahill - you're two minutes late! why?
me - uhh.. i don't know?..

i was very tired lah. and he had never asked me tt before and i was just very surprized.

AHHH! i'm so fucking screwed. apparentely, the hist proj is due TUESDAY! and i still don't know what the heck t do. especially the honors challenge part. but if i don't do honors challenge, mr kahill will be dissapointed again. oh well.
watched the clash of the titan's in class today. was kinda sleeping too..

had a quiz in geom and got back some test we did before break. i got an 82! BOO!! the gpa thing was like 2.62 or something! )):
fell asleep in eng
and todays french class was the longest EVER!
and now the jackass is sitting at our table! wahlaueh! and he's so ughh..

its like he has t talk every single second! and he says random stupid things!! i can'tcan'tcan'tcan'tcan't stand him!!.. sighh.

i shall now comment about frog prince!
MING DAO IS SO HOT! :D
ye tian yu is obnoxious
fan yunxi is so sweet and cute and i pity her..
ming dao's poor head!

i'm on episode 5. was gonna watch and then i realized that i loaded episode 6 and i was tired and stopped watching. i think that tian yu's behavior is exagerrated. its like she forces junhao t give her a ride and in his car she's like all ooh! and ahh!. it's like seeing this person going ooh and ahh at the sight of ipods which, yes there may be poor people in sch but you don't see them going ooh and ahh do you? -.-"

in a way, frog prince is really boring. but heck lah.. i still wanna watch! (: hahahaha
thinking about what t do for hist.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
9:04 PM

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i was pretty hyper today. yea. well, my eyes were tired but my head was damn hyper! why? because i ate gummy care bears for breakfast! and coke too! but its more of the care bears that made me hyper.

don't laugh okay! my mommie bought them last month or something because at the cashier at shaw's, the lady was like, are you interested in this week's promotion of a box of care bear gummies? and so my mommie went t buy lah because err.. i don't know why. but its thanks t them that my day was pretty hyper! (:

we have a sub in science until wednesday! whee! no one knows where ms nicholls is and no one really cares.. hehe. we're also watching some movie again. this time its uhh.. i forgot la but its about this volcanoe erupting and yea..

we have new music in band! wow... its america from the westside story! gahh.
the tenor parts are pretty boring although its stuck in my head right now. mr skeff is like, one two one two one two three one two.. sighh.

i've decided that i don't want t hook up with jealous idiot. two reasons why:
1) he's just too stupid!
2) i'm now suspecting that whatever idiot is helping him by coming up with some plan that will make me hook up with the jealous idiot. well, guess what! ALL THE MORE I'M NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING! yea.. i know its kinda doesn't seem true but oh whatever. single is nice. (:

i have an urge t hook up because i think he's italian and italians are good cooks and so he can cook for me! (: hahaha but he's too idiotic t me.

can't watch frog prince because right now i'm at the library but i forgot t bring my headset!! poohoo! i left them in the car but i'm too lazy t go and log out and walk all the way t car park and then come back. plus, what if someone steals my seat?! hahahaha
maybe mommie will bring it for me when she comes back. yea.

oh well, will do my hist proj then. and i shall not slack.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:45 PM

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ah, today was shitty. yes. just shitty.
had my french oral just now and i think i spoke too soft on the recording. omg, if mr pitre say something like, elisabeth, you have t do it again i will kill him.
its an ipod right? just raise the bloody volume!
so here's what i said..
OH FUCK!.. i didn't say my name!.. i just remembered that. oh well. now i will have t do it again for sure. >.<
anyways, what i said..

c'est samedi et andre et sa petite amie font du shopping. ils portent les vetements vertes. ils achetent un anorak rouge/rose. apres le shopping, ils nagent parce que il fait beau. apres le nager, ils vont au cafe et ils boient un cafe... uhh.. apres, ils vont a..

eughh.. it was oh so very shitty.
i kinda hate the way the tables were arranged in french today. they were all together and everyone sat around it. i like sitting with andy and iGOR.. hahaha. they're really funny. sitting with mike was okay too. everyonelse is like very hostile. well, okay, i'm pretty hostile too.

we did more research on the greek mythology project and apollo was gay! actually more like bi. hahahaha. and he had the most beautiful body in greek standards and wow! you should've seen this portriate of him.. he posed so gayishly! ahahaha

mr kahill told christie-lee this version of the birth of aphrodite.
this important person whose name i don't know cut off the penis/testicles of his father who was a king or something? and threw it into the sea! and somethingsomething happened.. i don't know what happened la and aphrodite was born! hahahaha

mr furbush wasn't here today.. again. because he went off with the seniors to a play.
whee! i can't wait for the 14th apr because then i'm gonna see a play AND SKIP SCHOOL! woohoo!

oh but damn lah. the whole day but last period. so if its a red day.. i still have french.. BOO! and if its a white day, gym.. BOO TOO!
oh well la.

can't watch frog prince! the sound isn't working! poohoo!
au revoir!

/Hopped!
2:17 PM

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today was funfunfun! (:
whheee! damn freakin' happy right now!! ((:

you know what? seriously, i don't care.
ah, maybe i might hook up. but won't start the process right now. will do it next week because i already said that this whole week is all about singapore! yepp!

remember, if you wanna talk t me, come online when its the morning over in sg!

I FUCKING LOVE THE SMELL OF SPRING! :D

it's such a nostalgic smell! it reminds me of those times from before.. yupp!!
sad t say, according t the forecast, the cold front is coming back.
SPRING COME BACK!

played badminton today in gym and i think i'm losing my "skills". megan is really good luh. sighh.. but still today was FUN!

shit. tomorrow there's french oral. nooo!
listening t mai ya tang. omg, another friggin happy song! (:
that's all for now.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
4:15 PM

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How to make a elisabeth

Ingredients: 3 parts friendliness 5 parts silliness 5 parts joy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of emotion and a pinch of salt. Yum!

/Hopped!
10:09 PM

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today was hyper? yet it wasn't.
was pretty much really happy today. ((:

damn. listening t jiu shi ai seriously makes me all happy. ((: hahaha
anyways. i cracked up alot in geom today. yah.
because of meg la.

me: eh, you know how t do number.. uhh number c
meg: number c??
me: *cracks up like crazy

((: hahahaha.. i have no clue why the hell i laughed.

AHH!!! I HATE FRENCH ORAL LAH!!
wednesday we have french oral. i can't chew gum. i chew gum, i can't pronounce my french properly.. hahaha.
today was the practice oral..

c'est ma maison.. [mr pitre-i can't hear you]
*ahem* c'est ma maison. il y a cinq chambres. j'ai une blanche voiture.. uhh.. voiture blanche. uhmm..*eyes look at the ceiling and thinks* ma mere est dans la cuisine. ma tante et mon oncle sont dans (thinks what the dining room is called. then thinks maybe living room would work. oh but wait. what is living room in french) le chambre de.. manger.. [steph/lauren-okay! times up!]

hahahaha.. i messed up alot. ahem! mr pitre was like suddenly elisabeth! and i went blank lah!
i'm not chewing gum in french on wed.. maybe in eng. hehe. and yah. its a picture oral. in a way, i prefer the qns oral at moelc.. :/

i'm wearing my old shoes tomorrow. my new shoes feel too wierd for me t walk in. -.-

OH PHOOEY!
there's another project now. history proj on mythology. AND NO PARTNERS!
NO! MY DEAR MEG!! ):

oh yah, had a reading common assesment in eng. its like reading compre except you answer in essay form and less qns.. duh. was uhh.. okay luh.

okay now on t the hook up subject.
talked t rosanne ystd on msn. btw, if you wanna talk t me, since its the march hols, come online in the morning like at 9 am..
so, i talked t rosanne ystd right? and asked for some advice. yea. my original thinking, don't bother at all. don't think about it. but seriously, i think whatever idiot is cheating on her. because i saw him in the breezeway today and it was like.. ya know..

so, yea, i'm not gonna hook up. it'll just complicate some stuff. yeaa..
yes, jealous idiot may look quite like adam brody but oh well..
right now, i'm waaay too happy t bother about those guys. ((:
this whole week will be all about singaporesingaporesingapore friends. (: hahahaha

kay, gotta do some research on apollo now
whee! can't wait for tomorrow! ((:
au revoir!

/Hopped!
7:49 PM

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i'm really bored right now. so i shall post my results for uhh..i don't know which part of the year that i just got in the mail.. last week.
i guess its the results for the first half of quarter 3.. yea.

world hist - B... damn.. guess i should've done the second current event essay :/
geom - A.. FINALLY! ((:
eng - A once again, damn easy class
french - A
science - B
band - B eh! wtf did it drop?? pfft.
gym - B one word. WAHLAU!

i repeat. its fucking stupid t grade gym. agree?
au revoir again!

/Hopped!
9:43 PM

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Old Godzilla was hopping around
Tokyo City like a big playground
when suddenly Batman burst from the shade
and hit Godzilla with a Batgrenade
Godzilla got pissed and began to attack
but didn't expect to be blocked by Shaq
who proceeded to open up a can of Shaq Fu
when Aaron Carter came out of the blue

and he started beating up Shaquille O'Neal
then they both got flattened by the Batmobile
but before it could make it back to the Batcave
Abraham Lincoln popped out of his grave
and took an AK47 out from under his hat
and blew Batman away with a rat-a-tat-tat
but he ran out of bullets and he ran away
because Optimus Prime came to save the day

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny

Godzilla took a bite out of Optimus Prime
like Scruff McGruff took a bite out of crime
and then Shaq came back covered in a tire track
but Jackie Chan jumped out and landed on his back
and Batman was injured, and trying to get steady
when Abraham Lincoln came back with a machete
but suddenly something caught his leg and he tripped
Indiana Jones took him out with his whip

then he saw Godzilla sneaking up from behind
and he reached for his gun which he just couldn't find
'cause Batman stole it and he shot and he missed
and Jackie Chan deflected it with his fist
then he jumped in the air and did a summersault
while Abraham Lincoln tried to pole vault
onto Optimus Prime, but they collided in the air
then they both got hit by a Care Bear Stare, oooh

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown...

angels sang out in immaculate chorus
down from the heavens descended Chuck Norris
who deliver a kick which could shatter bones
into the crotch of Indiana Jones
who fell over on the ground, writhing in pain
as Batman changed back into Bruce Wayne
but Chuck saw through his clever disguise
and he crushed Batman's head in between his thighs

then Gandalf the Grey and Gandalf the White and
"Monty Python and the Holy Grail"'s Black Knight and
Benito Mussolini and The Blue Meanie and
Cowboy Curtis and Jambi the Genie
Robocop, the Terminator, Captain Kirk, and Darth Vader
Lo Pan, Superman, every single Power Ranger
Bill S. Preston and Theodore Logan,
Spock, The Rock, Doc Ock, and Hulk Hogan
all came out of no where lightning fast
and they kicked Chuck Norris in his cowboy ass
it was the bloodiest battle the world ever saw
with civilians looking on total awe

and the fight raged on for a century
many lives were claimed, but eventually
the champion stood, the rest saw their better:
Mr. Rogers in a bloodstained sweater

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
of Ultimate Destiny

heard this song on abbie's myspace and it rocks la! (X
i think the link t hear the music is
myspace.com/lemondemon

just came back from a little shopping. (:
bought new shoes. finally.
but now my feet look quite big!
poohoo! ):

after much thinking [which wasn't really much] i've decided t not hook up.. i don't know.
wierd thing, last night i dreamt that i hooked up with that jealous idiot and was hugging him 24/7 or something like that and now i feel kinda despo. :/

yes, its very stupid t hook up with someone because of someone else.
ah, whateverr

on friday, i watched late night with conan o'brien and the whole hour was about his trip t finland and it was damn hilarious! there's this guy whose surname is fagerstrome! or something like that.. ahahahaha

kay, au revoir now!
i'm damn happy right now! ((:

/Hopped!
5:55 PM

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i know that its pretty stupid t go and hookup with someone because of their thoughts. but grahh..its driving me crazy lah..

plus, its with the jealous idiot. the one i planned t do my original plan with the locker and stuff.
and he's awesomely sweet. ((:

whheee! it's finally getting warmer. on the forecast there's like lot of fifties! :D
au revoir!

/Hopped!
5:41 PM

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WAHLAU! myspace is GAYGAYGAY!!
stupid home page won't even load. pfft..

Page cannot be displayed..

whateverr lah. myspace sucks. why am i using it? i don't know.. because all my friends are using it?? i'm not following the crowd okay. i use it as a form of communication because i don't know everyone's screen names. i hate aim too. why do i use it? same reason as why i use myspace.
ah, whateverr.

i just realized that it would be kind of ironic if in the end i ended up with whatever idiot.
HE'S CHEATING ON HIS GIRLFRIEND!
i think i get what he's doing but still.. he's cheating on her!
stupid larr.. once again, ah, whateverr.

well, now his girlfriend thinks that i like her boyfriend. yes, alot of girls may like him but my dear, keep in mind that i do not. if you still think so, then there's nothing i can do.

her boyfriend, whatever idiot, is driving me up the wall. yes, i don't care. but please stop chasing me! if you really love her, you'll stop.
wahlau, he's fucking annoying okay!
i seriously do not want t be labeled as a boyfriend stealer can! and i also don't like getting into cat fights.

you know what's wierd? i'm not afraid of getting into fights with guys but yet i'm afraid of getting into fights with girls.

sighh.. i think its time i hooked up with someone.. those two people are causing me t take desperate measures! pretty soon i won't be able t stand it! grahhh!

moving on t something more elating.
i such a great badminton player! ((:
if only i played like that during ntss badminton tryouts.
but then again, kinda glad i didn't make the team. because then i wouldn't have met that idiot and not be such an amatuer with stupid bgr stuff. (: hahahaha

i think my mind is waay too preoccupied with junk of bgr.. -.-"
anyways, badminton was somewhat fun. (:

damn..here comes another wahlau. wahlau!
french is stupid!
FINALLY! AFTER A WHOLE FREAKIN' YEAR OF WAITTING!
FINALLY! WE COME T THE PASSE COMPOSE!..

and you know what? IT'S FUCKING SLOW!.. the school can't even teach the etre part along with the avoir. no, must learn avoir first. wtf. i should've gone t french iii in the beginning. but now, too late lar. who the fuck knows what i'm gonna be learning in french iii. better not be wasting my time. if i go back t sg, i'm gonna be waay behind! wahlau!

au revoir!

/Hopped!
1:54 PM

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changed my blog song. yea, sry yanhan but this song fits my mood right now.
the new song that i'm feeling..

It's just a ride, it's just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It'll take you round and round
Sometimes you're up
Sometimes you're down
It's just a ride, it's just a ride
Don't be scared
Don't hide your eyes
It may feel so real inside
But don't forget it's just a ride

heard it on grey's anatomy a few months ago and when i downloaded it just now, i realized that it was also played on the oc!
its damn nice right? ((:

au revoir now!

/Hopped!
6:47 PM

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WHEE! I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON ON EARTH!

my worst fear did not come true. ((:

yesterday was pretty depressing but yet fun. ah, whateverr.. i'm really happy now! ((:
i smell bananas

some idiot kept following me. it wasn't v obvious but i could tell that whatever idiot was following me.

it's the chase

recently, i realized that i'm pretty difficult t get. i guess they all have t pass the chase before getting me. which is pretty fun. (:
but then it's also pretty tiring. in a way, it can get boring..

whheeee! can't stop thinking how happy i am right now! :D
and today in french. nostalgia came upon me. i felt like i was ntss hall when the aircon was on. and then i remembered the second last day of sec 1. i was really happy on that day. ((:

listening t mr brightside right now. <33 that song!
have t do my science proj now.
due tomorrow. ahhh!
au revoir!

/Hopped!
3:34 PM

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You almost made me cry again this time
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die

I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time

did he literally die or something? damn.. now this thought is now going t bug me until forever. ):

watched antm the whole day ystd. I LOVE VH1! ((:
i'm really bored.
au revoir!

/Hopped!
4:23 PM

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7:45 PM

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okay, i think i've got everything sort out now. it's actually nothing. blank. yea, stay on the safe side.. it was nothing.. yea. later i think its something real and feel so damn heartbroken like how i feel right now abot that idiot. well, its not exactly heartbroken but its v depressing..

I LOVE TODAYS BUS TRIP!! totally.
funfunfun!
love playing that game with him but i was too dumb lar. i wasn't playing. eughh..that idiot has made me too depressed.
anyways, i still feel loved.
excluding one guy now.. shit. my running thoughts are running again. seriously aghh.. don't think anymore. IT WAS NOTHING.. right?? -.-

by next week, 2 will be excluded. yes. it will finally be over. i guess it was just a tempting thought.
rahhh! but i can't help it lar. trying t fit the pieces t together. its tough. at least rosanne's one was more out there just unsure if it was just a hook up. but me.. its all in the head.. gah

EVERYTHING IS OVER!
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
OVEROVEROVEROVEROVER
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OVER period

i'm going crazyy... au revoir!

/Hopped!
6:29 PM

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you know those typical taiwanese drama serials like frog prince, with rachels dear ming dao? and how there's this guy, this "innocent" girl and the other cunning scheming jealous girl?
well, those type of jealous girls REALLY DO EXIST!
i mean i'm not suprised but i never thought that i would actually ever meet such a person.

i'm not sure if shes actually that sort of person or whether its tt whatever idiot's plan t try and make me jealous of her. right.. i'm so jealous. -.-

yes, i might think of him often but i don't really have feelings for him and so i don't really care. he can go and do whatever he wants t do. why should i care?? perhaps she's been feeling down or something.

if he actually hooked up with her, i'm seriously not gonna care about him anymore. what the heck i'm i talking about? i don't even care about him right now not t say if their hooking up is true.
anyways, he might be hook up with her because of his hormones and erection crap. but think about it. if you like someone, would you go around experiancing the love you feel for someone with someone else? no right? my thoughts were just running and that was the only reason that i could think of for why they act like they hooked up, besides trying t make me jealous. its confusing. and so, whateverr..

other thoughts:
what the hell is wrong with you? we haven't had a good long talk for a long time and here you are acting like you're avoiding me. what the heck is up with that?? why can't you see that i desperately need you right now? i just want t keep our friendship.

its driving me up the wall crazy not knowing if you're there. just say something! i'm not happy wondering!

the thoughts of that idiot makes me depressed. i didn't even do anything and here he goes and avoids me thinking i can talk t him whenever online on msn.
WELL I CANT ANYMORE! don't you get it?? ah, whatever :/

WOOT!.
I CAN FINALLY ACTUALLY PLAY BADMINTON!!
yes, we're now playing badminton in gym. yea i pretty much suck but at least i'm much much better than two years ago when trying out for ntss badminton team. think i'll do badminton for the common assesment.

how gay is that?? GYM HAS COMMON ASSESSMENTS!.. stupid right?

won't be able t watch the o.c. tonight. ):
au revoir!

/Hopped!
4:09 PM

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