had a doctor's appointment today. a physical checkup. there was this scary gangster type of guy who kept looking at me in the waitting room, because there were not many people in it. i hate guys who all they can think about is checking out girls. it's so eww.
anyways, later my mom also had an appointment and i didn't feel like sitting around in the waitting area and my bro wanted t go and walk around the hospital. so i went with him. and we walked outside and found this trail in this wood. so we decided t walk it. and plus it said something like, healthy maine walks
it was fun. there were these forks in the road that ended up connecting t each other and then there was this fence with a hole in it and so we through and next to it, we thought it was a school.. but no. it was a soccer field. just a open soccer field with goals. played for awhile and then went back t the trail.
went t the car, my mom wasn't back yet. so went on another trail that we saw. but this one was shorter. like one quarters shorter. or even one fifth. very boring. but there mushrooms. and my brother was like EH WATCH OUT!.. mushrooms! -.-
then went t the carpark and decided t wait in the car because my feet were hurting. i think i've outgrown my sandals. need new ones.
planning t cut my hair in about a week.
man, i still got lotsa history t do.
cheerio!
/Hopped! 7:12 PM
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chasing cars - snow patrol / Sunday, July 30, 2006
We'll do it all Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know How to say How I feel
Those three words Are said too much They're not enough
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads
I need your grace To remind me To find my own
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
/Hopped! 7:13 AM
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and it's gone / Saturday, July 29, 2006
no! my dream! my fantasy! crushed and gone! he ruined it all! why! why hasn't he quit! aghh.. how can that be part of my fantasy!..
uh whateverr.
i really mean it: frankly my dear, i don't give a damn.
i learned from last year not to care so much anymore. yeah, i'm quite dissapointed. but it's none of my business. it's his life. who am i to tell him what t do? a friend. but now, once again, for the millionth time, his friendship seems really pointless to me.
he can just smoke his life all away for all i care.
looks like i can't use you anymore
cheerio!
/Hopped! 3:43 PM
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/ Friday, July 28, 2006
yaye! officially no more flies fly around and trying t suck my brain juice anymore! but i'm still not very happy. had t install linux into this breakingdown laptop because windows won't start up. and because of some internet option that i'm still trying t figure out where's the configuration, i can't access my blog!
why?
because there's a freaking hyphen at the end. so all the blogs with - at the end, i can't visit. stupid.
he said some good stuff and some bad stuff, afterall, singapore's goverment isn't very good. actually, the every country's goverment isn't very good.
yeah, i realize that lately, i've been putting up videos on my blog. i have nothing much t blog about anyways. and instead of blogging whatever boring stuff i'm doing, videos are better right?
cheerio!
/Hopped! 5:45 PM
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damn you history / Saturday, July 22, 2006
i realized, actually all this history summer work IS JUST LIKE BEING IN SUMMER SCHOOL. like wahlau okay. i might as well be in school because school is a place where you're supposed t concentrate on work.
ughh.. fine lah. from now until school reopens, i guess i'll JUST BE A FREAKIN' SUMMER SCHOOL.. so cannot relax lah. man, i wonder how people in band camp right now are coping when they still have history to do. dood. i'm not fit for ap. :/
cheerio.
/Hopped! 6:25 AM
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i just finished watching xing ping guo le yuan. the ending is very very sad. sadder than dby! first, taosi's dad was all against ruirui and taosi being together. and then when ruirui went t meet taosi, a freakin' truck just came along and hit ruirui! it was slightly amusing t watch her get hit though, because her face went splat on the truck's window.. hahaha.. but then it was sad.
and then she went blind!.. and the ending's very sadhappy.
anyways, here's a funny scene:
i know i wasted a lot of time watching this when i could be doing my hist. gah. oh damn you history. i'm panicking inside. but it's not like fire panick.. it's just kinda panicky inside me.
okay, shall do my history now. cheerio!
- is it the end.. or the beginning?
/Hopped! 4:35 AM
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running thoughts on stupid stuff / Friday, July 21, 2006
i was thinking about what memories i had with that idiot back in sec one and there weren't many like good ones.. nothing much happened between us. but then i thought again and actually we did have some pretty good memories. for the past two years we've been talking quite a lot. like good friends.. yeah, there were some times we got mad.. well, mainly because i called him stupid.. but sometimes he's quite dumb.. anyways, there were some good memories.. just all in words i guess.
is this the end or the beginning.. a long beginning. but then again, perhaps we're just friends.. only friends and it's all one sided. and all this time i was just living in a fantasy. a fantasy i knew would never come true. but yet i choose t live in that fantasy. and i'll continue.. just a little while longer. afterall, i know, the furthest it possibly go would be good friends.. or best of friends.. anyways, something t do with friendship.. so its no harm just living in that fantasy a little while longer right.
/Hopped! 6:48 PM
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too much of everything is bad / Wednesday, July 19, 2006
watched meet joe black on monday. it stars brad pitt! his character was very funny. at the beginning, he got knocked down by this car and he flew up in the air! and landed back down again.. even though he died, it was kinda funny. anyways, he came back because death wanted to use his body to look around on earth.
i found another idol drama to watch, the legend of star apple. i think in chinese its xing ping guo le yuan. all the scenes with mingdao and ruirui are really funny. it's quite nice t watch.
i'm really happy right now because i can finally talk t my jie on msn! all the other times i tried t im here, some stupid popup virus thing appeared.. but now it all has dissapeared! :D yaye! i've been pretty preoccupied with that idiot that i haven't really been doing my history summer work. yeah, its stupid of me t keep thinking and keep wondering. anyways, i plan for it to be over by the time school reopens.. unless something happens..
/Hopped! 3:22 AM
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wow / Saturday, July 15, 2006
i was so right. but it's all gonna be over by the end of summer because i've decided t move on. it's really quite impossible for anything t happen. unless we meet in like 10 years and still feel the same.. but that is just impossible. right? so how am i going t end it? i decided that i'm going t annoy the hell out of him that he'll get so pissed and stops talking t me. i don't know.. because if he gets pissed, it means that he never felt the same way and this was all one sided, right. and then i can just stop wondering. i think too much..
oh yeah, happy birthday yanhan! (:
green like those green apples on your blog.
cheerio!
/Hopped! 12:49 AM
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i am homesick / Thursday, July 13, 2006
i just had two dreams about going back t singapore. one was a day dream and one was a sleeping dream.
my daydream was about what would things be like in ntss and what would happen if that idiot and i met again.
the day dream somewhat felt like a predream sort of thing because i was on the verge of falling asleep when it happened.
and now, THE DREAM.
i went back to singapore and went t ntss and saw that idiot and then i talked with joy, siti and some other people. i think he and i talked a little. and then it was assembly and everyone was wearing red skirts like it was a new uniform or something. then someone told me it was the same white skirt and that red skirt had something to do with national day -.-
and then i also met rachel and some of her friends.. but like made up ones.. because i don't know what her friends look like..
then i met lynette and we talked and weren't so hostile and that idiot came along. seeing that we talked comfortably, that idiot came over t us and then lynette walked away.
then i was like, hey, you forgot t hug me. because everyone was hugging me when i came back at the beginning of the dream. and so we hugged. oh and in my predream there were some terrorists who came and blew up the school. yeah, i wouldn't mind the school be blown up but ah, everyone died. well somehow i lived.. and back t the dream..so i was looking at him as if we were going t die later and that was his last day of life. [i hate how cheesy my dream sounds]
i also met meljie but i just can't remember how. it was like at a shopping center andwe missed each other a whole lot and we took pictures.. oh and then i think i met rachel and her made up friends..
then i forgot how from the school i came t this huge beach that was like a resort.. oh yeah, i invited a bunch of friends to have the holidays in maine and somehow we came t this huge beach resort that we didn't need t pay t enter and then i felt like playing volleyball and i saw kasey, albie and someother people on this roof, like the one at spgg, across from ntss and there were these HIGH chairs and tables and when i say HIGH, i mean HIIIIIIIIIGGGHHH! they were like 3-4 storeys high and you climbed up the chair t sit on it. not that the chair was big. it was normal size but it was HIIIIGGGHH.
and i told kasey that i wanted t play volleyball but she didn't really feel like it but albie heard and was like I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL TOO! and then kasey was like, fine, i play too. (:
and we went off t play. then i expected t play it on sand but we played in a pool and so i guess it become water polo. oh and the pool wasn't ready t be opened yet for playing. and so waited awhile. and there was giselle's sister tara. and she was rinsing our hair??!
yeah, i don't know why.
then i saw kasey and albie and others sitting down on poolchairs waitting for the pool t be ready and something happened.. AND THEN I WOKE UP. the end.
its not like i missed ntss, but i miss the people. like i am homesick because i miss being with a lot of people. like my jie, rachel, rosanne, joy and a lot more. and yeah, do miss that idiot.. but we're more like friends.
i just realized how much history i have t do this summer.. there's some bloody ap hist exam thing i have t take and research the answers..
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE ZIMMERMAN PAPERS ARE??!
okay, cheerio!
/Hopped! 2:12 PM
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the good and the bad / Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i have good news and i have bad news. and they always say, bad news first.
so the bad news: my parents have come t a conclusion that my house is infested with stupid flies. but why is it that we can't find the nest?? yesterday we went to shaw's to buy insecticide right and you know what? they have no insecticide! all they have is mosquito repelant which you apply onto YOUR SKIN.. and not to spray around and kill them. wahlau. so my mom bought this lysol disinfectant spray instead. better than nothing i guess. :/
and now the good news: about a month ago my dad found this paper bag of starbucks giftcards at his office and like a good soul he took it to the lost&found area. and then a few days ago, he went t check if it was still there and it was! so he decided to take it! and now we have about $150 worth of free starbucks giftcards! :D
can go and buy things at starbucks for FREE! :D :D
and finally, the good&bad: this news is good and then it's also bad. my mom has decided that she wants t go back t work because i don't know why. and this is bad because there wouldn't be parents around the house much t help me with school work and blah. it's good because, NO PARENTS AT HOME! :D
yeah, i can finally go out and hang out with my friends and come home before my parents get back. and i stopped asking my parents for help with schoolwork since primary 5.. okay except for that chinatown project in p6... and that stupid home ec. proj, also in p6..
but now, i don't really need their help. so, yaye! that she's going t work! (:
and not that i'm a bad child but my parents are paranoid that i'm gonna be kidnaped everytime i step out my door.. so they don't let me go out often.. ):
so hrmm.. this week has been pretty good so far. and now i must go do some hist summeries of some hist book.
cheerio!
/Hopped! 4:26 PM
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WOOT! / Sunday, July 09, 2006
yaye! italy won the worldcup!
i am now very happy and not so unsatisfied with the world! :D
they won 1-1 with pk 5-3
AND ALSO, zidane got a red card! he head bumped this italian player and the guy got hurt pretty bad i guess and got a red card. he deserved it. to think that i sided with him during the quarter finals that he deserved t win..
about a week ago, i posted that i forgot what i was going blog. well now i remember. i was going t blog something about a dream.. but sadly i've forgotten what that dream was.. -.-"
okay, i hate summer. i hatehatehate it! there are so many frickin flies flying around! AND DRINKING MY PRECIOUS BLOOD. i'm anemic okay so my blood is of course very precious t me. AND JUST NOW IN THE KITCHEN I SWEAR ONE TRIED T SUCK MY BRAIN!
i've started t kill flies since yesterday and so far i've killed a total of 16 flies. 4 yesterday and 12 today. i've decided t keep track of how many till school reopens.
ah yes, i have nothing better to do. cheerio!
/Hopped! 5:19 PM
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i've decided.. / Saturday, July 08, 2006
i'm going wireless!
wireless is so much faster than that bloody modem that is making me feel so emo. (:
portugal lost third place. BOO! ):
will blog another day.. toodles!
/Hopped! 9:21 PM
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@&$#@^@%*@#ujhdsfbyudbe@*&$!!!!! /
AGHHHH!!!
my modem is making me feel so emo.
/Hopped! 8:13 PM
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i don't like today / Wednesday, July 05, 2006
no! portugal LOST! NO!!
ah. fine, hope they win third place at least!
now it's go italy!
yeah, france should go into the finals because it's zidane's last game but then again, now portugal's coach can no longer say the he has never lost a world cup game! :/
oh well. go italy!
yesterday i watched o'brother,whereartthou. :D it wicked nice and funny.
also watched the wizard of oz. the day before i saw another version of that movie that was made in the 70's starring dianaross and micheljackson. the older version with judy garland was much better.. and more bright and cheery and childlike and blah. (:
also watched two weeks notice. for the third or fourth time. hugh grant is really funny. (:
i was supposed t blog about something but i forgot what it was already..-.-
i can't believe that there's so many stupid people in the world. it's like hello! the answer is right infront of you! are you blind or something?!?
for example my myspace profile. i put up a link that leads t my tagboard right so that they would leave me a tag instead of a stupid myspace comment and i even put that i'd rather them leave me a message there than a bloody comment right? and what does everyone do? LEAVE A ME A COMMENT INSTEAD. gahh..
i don't mean t sound a bitch about it but hello!!.. but are they blind??
sometimes i just can't stand it. why is it some people just lack common sense?
note: if you're coming from myspace, don't take this t heart.
okay. done with this issue.
watched gone with the wind yesterday and i find it a rather sad story. alot of people died.. and i mean ALOT.
i think clark gable is hot. (:
au revoir!
/Hopped! 9:48 AM
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reliving the past / Sunday, July 02, 2006
THERE WAS A BLACKOUT LAST NIGHT!
good thing that daylight savings is over because there was still sunlight out at 8pm! 8PM!!
i don't know how long it lasted because i fell asleep. i think there was a fire or something that caused it. i don't know but i heard firetrucks and ambulances so..
but my parents nor my bro told me anything. i'm just guessing.
now onto world cup.
i'm pretty happy with the results of the quarterfinals. germany vs argentina, supported germany because i don't know. and italy vs ukraine, i love italy! they kicked ukraine's ass!! :D
i hate ukraine this year. heh heh.
when italy scored i was like YAYE!! and my bro was like BOO!.. but anyyways, YAYYYYEEE!! :D
and then portugal won too!
i'm supporting these two, italy and portugal, but mainly portugal.
and no one should be blaming ronaldo as the cause of rooney's red card. rooney should be blamed FOR HIS OWN TEMPER.
i think france deserves t win between brazil. because it was the last match for one of the players. i forgot his name lah but i think he should play one more before he retires. but poor brazil.. gah.
anyways, GO PORTUGAL! ah, i like ronaldo (:
also, i think that portugal's goalie is pretty good because alot of the shots he was able t block and he was sliding all over the place.
i pity italy's goalie. the poor guy bumped his head against the goal post! oh and at the end of italy's game, this one player came up t the camera, i forgot his name lah but anyways he came up and was waving and blowing kisses and stuff and then his caoch came up t him and was like, what the hell are you doing??
there was no sound though but it was funny. hahahaha
