the imaginary monologue that i'll probably never have with... / Thursday, September 22, 2011
i understand your actions. but no matter what it still hurts. so much that i want to forget you. especially because you don't talk anymore. what's the point in keeping you in my heart, in anyway, even as a brother in christ? no. it hurts too much. but i don't know how to forget you. i can't just forget things. i can only keep trying. because i understand your reasons for why all this has happened, if you were to be interested in someone else in the near future (like within 2 years), i would feel very betrayed. but i don't know if you're aware of that, because we no longer speak to each other.
/Hopped!
3:49 AM
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