distracted from my #1 priority to complete my lab report / Saturday, April 16, 2011
my mom recently called me and told me that i should never give up my hope of being a doctor because of feelings of incompetence. but i don't think she knows that's the reason why i've been thinking about alternatives to medschool. that exact reason. i feel incompetent of becoming a doctor. i feel incompetent of being a scientist. but i enjoy pondering about the wonders of life and it's not just that general awe and wonder of the creation of the world and how it functions, but also how on a micro level, how receptors work. what are the purposes of different genes? - i'm actually excited for bcor 101 genetics, next semester cuz someone told me that the discussion lab section is to do presentations on such. i hope it's going to be as awesome as it sounds!
and there are so many dreams i wish to acheive in this lifetime, but i often feel incompetent. i then realized that any source of my incompetence is laziness. too lazy to put in effort to discover, with the process. too lazy to read articles related to this lab i'm working on and so i remain intimidated of this assignment.
laziness is a terrible sin. but passion will eliminate laziness. ;)
i should return to my lab report. GOOD NIGHT!
/Hopped!
2:25 AM
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