Thirsty - Day 1 / Tuesday, September 06, 2011
Pslam89:8
"If we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself."
Timothy 2:13
I really like the second verse. It reminds me how we are God's people, his children and how great his love for us is. We are made in his image. What would it be like for God to stop loving us? I can't imagine. I don't even believe that it's possible! but at the same time, I can see why some believe that it can be. it all boils down to faith. once you have it, even as tiny as a mustard seed, it can grow very fast, faster than the spreading of gossip! with faith you receive confidence. when I have faith in myself, i become confident in my goals and acheivements. i can do all that i believe in. When I put faith in God, I receive more confidence and believe that all my dreams and aspirations will come true!
What's even more amazing than my own faith is God's faith. it's very assuring and powerful to know that no matter what, even when i unconsciously put things before him, he still has faith. and he puts himself infront of me to remind me why he's number one in life.
In the last few weeks God has blessed me with a very good and loving staff of MAT. i'm very thankful for the support of my RD Jess and ARD Mathew. We're like a little family! well not little, but it's so great to see everyone bonding. (: and i love our staff meetings. always end up with laughter.
God also reminds me of his love when i reflect about a lost friendship, which i was greatly saddened again yesterday, just cuz it came into my mind and stayed. according to my lost friend it is not a lost friendship, but i'm losing faith that we will be friends again. can i ever see him as just a friend and instead of having the desire to be more than that? i don't exactly want to, but i have to, because it's what he wants. or he believes that it is what God wants and so I believe it too, despite my desire. the part that upsets me is how he can choose to change his love for me, because it doesn't feel like it will be for a stronger love, but a weaker love. i am assured knowing that God's love is never changing, which is why i cannot imagine living without God and i can't stop believing.
aja aja fighting!
/Hopped!
12:32 AM
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