'cause lately / Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I SUCK AT TENNIS.
i already knew that. just that i expect more of myself. and then i end up dissapointing myself and getting fustrated. sometimes i feel like hitting my head against that green padding practice thing in courts whenever i mess up on serving. gah.
got a new song in band.. on broadway! its so nice. i also love copacabana. i think the reason why is because i'm playing the melody and there's a lot of mmoving parts. patriot sucks. its waaaaay too easy man. i don't care anymore lah. i'm going t talk t skeff if i can be in windensemble.
i'm uncertain of his craziness for me now. if i heard right in the first place. i guess devins crazy crush on him is a test t see truly how crazy he is for me.
not sleeping again. stupid bio test tomorrow and hist test on thurs to study for. and tons of hist homework. what the hell am i doing still blogging? cheerio!
her name was lola
she was a showgirl
/Hopped!
2:09 AM
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