it was just a dream / Thursday, December 27, 2007
oh okay. let's see how clearly i remember my dream from last night... oh yeah.
so there was this performance it was like a movie or something. so i was in this theatrical cinema ambience, and there were all my friends from singapore and there was that idiot, zhiyong, samuel, joey and other friends of that idiot. i had to go up on stage and make a small speech. then i went off stage and found an empty seat right next to that idiot. so i sat there even though there were other empty seats a couple rows away. but you know, i was just too lazy to walk all the way over.
then his friends, sitting on my other side were all like, *ahem*ing and hinting to
that idiot and i was just being my oblivious self. and he straightened his back to leaning toward his friends and said, "see, i told you. there's nothing." me, "huh?" and then stuff happened and he said this "i liked you a lot..." and blah blah stuff that has all been lost in the dream. and i was flabbergasted. "seriously?"
"yes! but then you stopped talking!"
"oh."
and ohh.. argh. i had to wake up from my beautiful dream. had i not i would have dreamt him doing all these romantic things that quite possibly would never happen in real life. like suprising fireworks on anniversaries or the most random things popping out of your locker and any other surprising actions!
but no. i woke up. thinking.. really? did he really?.. or maybe not. sigh -___-
why now? why now him? why? why did i dream of him? i really dont know. its been more than a year since we've last talked i think. or wait. i might have.. nope. i think its been more than a year. i doubt he even remembers me as much as i do. i have gotten over. well, i dont want him anymore. what i do want is some romantic surprise. yes. whoever does that, perhaps will get a chance with me. but if not, pshh. dont even bother.
i'm so silly. yes. but its what i really want. surprises. (:
dreams are the only place where things happencheerio!
/Hopped!
5:54 PM
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