actually / Thursday, March 02, 2006
you know those typical taiwanese drama serials like
frog prince, with rachels dear
ming dao? and how there's this guy, this "innocent" girl and the other cunning scheming jealous girl?
well, those type of jealous girls REALLY DO EXIST!
i mean i'm not suprised but i never thought that i would actually ever meet such a person.
i'm not sure if shes actually that sort of person or whether its tt whatever idiot's plan t try and make me jealous of her. right.. i'm
so jealous. -.-
yes, i might think of him often but i don't really have feelings for him and so i don't really care. he can go and do whatever he wants t do. why should i care?? perhaps she's been feeling down or something.
if he actually hooked up with her, i'm seriously not gonna care about him anymore. what the heck i'm i talking about? i don't even care about him right now not t say if their hooking up is true.
anyways, he might be hook up with her because of his hormones and erection crap. but think about it. if you like someone, would you go around experiancing the love you feel for someone with someone else? no right? my thoughts were just running and that was the only reason that i could think of for why they act like they hooked up, besides trying t make me jealous. its confusing. and so, whateverr..
other thoughts:
what the hell is wrong with you? we haven't had a good long talk for a long time and here you are acting like you're avoiding me. what the heck is up with that?? why can't you see that i desperately need you right now? i just want t keep our friendship.its driving me up the wall crazy not knowing if you're there. just say something! i'm not happy wondering!the thoughts of
that idiot makes me depressed. i didn't even do anything and here he goes and avoids me thinking i can talk t him whenever online on msn.
WELL I CANT ANYMORE! don't you get it?? ah, whatever :/
WOOT!.
I CAN FINALLY ACTUALLY PLAY BADMINTON!!
yes, we're now playing badminton in gym. yea i pretty much suck but at least i'm much much better than two years ago when trying out for ntss badminton team. think i'll do badminton for the common assesment.
how gay is that?? GYM HAS COMMON ASSESSMENTS!.. stupid right?
won't be able t watch the o.c. tonight. ):
au revoir!
- tell me sweet little lies (:
/Hopped!
4:09 PM
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