vienna / Thursday, March 29, 2007
Slow down
You crazy child
Your so ambitious for a juvenile
But then if you’re so smart, then tell me why are you still so afraid
Where’s the fire? What’s the hurry about?
You better cool it off, before you burn it out
You got so much to do, but only so many hours in a day
But you know that when the truth is told,
That you can get what you want or you can just get old
Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through
When will you realize, Vennia waits for you
Slow down
Your doin fine
You can’t be everything you wanna be before your time
Although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight, tonight
To bad that is the life you lead
You’re so ahead of your self that you forget what you need
Though you can see when your wrong, you can’t always see when your right
You got your passion, you got your pride
But don’t you know that only fools are satisfied
Dream on! But don’t imagine they’ll all come true
When will you realize, Vennia waits for you
Slow down
You crazy child
And take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile
It’s alright. You can afford to lose a day or two
When will you realize, Vennia waits for you.
That u can get what you want or you can just get old
Your gonna kick off before you even get half way through
When will you realize, Vennia waits for you
Why don’t you realize, Vennia waits for you
When will you realize, Vennia waits for you
MY LEGS ARE FERMENTING!.. or as my brother says, preventing fermentation. anyway, MY LEGS ARE SUPER SORE. and so is my belly. which really sucks because I CAN'T LAUGH. and i'm a very laughy person, but everytime i laugh now, my tummy aches..
my skills hitting balls sucks. i can serve pretty well but when it comes back at me, i just barely miss the hit!
i feel so unhealthy man. is it normal that my legs are sore? because i dont know why it is people like patricia and kelly don't have sore legs. i'm so screwed tonight man. after tennis is the band concert and i don't know how i'll be able t walk on stage..
God please help me!at least no longer sick.. except for a little cough. oh and you know, IT'S SUPER WINDY! i can't do super windy okay! wind beating on my ear when i'm running, hitting my eardrum! and it creates this buzzing noise sort in my ear! and activates my alice in wonderland syndrome!
i'm complaining and whining right now. i'm very well aware of that. because can't complain on the courts. later she gives me more stuff and i die.
must do hist before school. cheerio!
-yaye! for study hall!
/Hopped!
4:29 AM
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face down / Monday, March 26, 2007
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now
As she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend,
One day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down,
A new life she has found
today was the first day of tennis and I HATE RAINY DAYS. joined tennis t hit balls man but because the court was wet with the rain and all, we ran in the rain! ): TWICE around the school. and community centre. and streching excercizes that made my tummy ache a lot. ):
and i see why freshmen are so detestable now. they're so.. act cool. silly freshmen who know nothing. i mean some freshmen are okay and all but some on the tennis team are ... you know.
i love this right now! my wireless connection is the best one! finally it came back! yaye! :D please stay and never go away! (:
had my freakin' bio test today and once again i'm doing this..
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
really makes me feel better.
happy birthday jie! loveya! :Di reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally miss you!
must do my hist now before my bro wakes up and have a laptop battle. cheerio!
/Hopped!
11:23 PM
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i don't know. i just believe / Thursday, March 22, 2007
So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."
for the past 4 days i've been pretty sick and now i have VERY
sore throat. ow. got t school this morning AND I COULDN'T TALK. ): and it's so retarded. you'd expect the school nurse t have coughdrops right? WELL THEY DON'T. so in bio, because i couldn't talk, i couldn't play in the quiz game.. was a score keeper with tim. which was funny because we made face's with the zero's. :D and competed t write HUGE numbers. then in band derrick was making fun of what i sounded like when i tried t talk.. -.- finally in english i got my coughdrop. from albie! <33
watched ten things i hate about you and mr j kept pausing,
we're not watching the movie. we're studying the movie.. oh and then the scene of him singing! and then the dentention scene! HAHAHAHA!
yesterday was a half day! ((: classes were ridiculously short, like being in middle school. (: and in history we had rockpaperscissors battles! over what hist proj topic people we choping.
i didn't feel like going home so soon so i hung out with ally and went over t her place. met her very friendly dog. watched pride&prejudice for like ten minutes and then ally ran off t her com, im-ing people. so i went on with her and showed her hana kimi! with eng subs of course. and then angela came over and found it too corny. hahahahaha. obviously. but ally says she wants t continue watching later. then we went back t watching pride and prejudice and half way through, we stopped and decided t go t the bakery across the street from ally's. so jealous. angela has anania's next door and ally has the bakery. what do i have? freakin boys and girls club..
so at the bakery ally treated us! so nice of her right? she bought a razzberry shortbread sq. for herself, angela bought this marshmellow thing and i bought this coconut thing that when eatting it reminded me of bungawan solo back in sg..
back in the house they showed me this video called charlie and candy mountain! and it's so wierdly funny.
charlie, oh charlie.. will go up candy mountain with us. come with us chaaarlieeee... just search charlie candy mountain on youtube. and then we finally go t finishing the movie that had been on pause for some time. haha.
i'm loading the last episode of hana kimi, despite the fact that i'm stressed out with the amount of homework due tomorrow and what people said about the last episode being a let down. cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:32 PM
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it would just be you and me / Monday, March 19, 2007
so guess what was announced today? jake viola got a full expense paid scholarship for that leadership summer programme i was talking about yesterday and i went t the guidance office t see if i could get a scholarship too.. and i was TOO LATE. how was i supposed t know that registration was during jan-feb?? i didn't realize the freakin' letter until yesterday. oh well. i guess it just means i'll try next year lah.. if they do send it t me again.. sigh.
had my history test just now. and i don't care. i'm just going t say this over and over again.. I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST.
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
it makes me happy. (:
at first i told myself that i didn't want t choose. then i felt like choosing and chose. and now i don't want t choose. i suppose, yes, nothing is going t happen unless i choose. but some how i feel like i'm taking a risk. a bad risk. i don't know. ARGH. i don't want t choose! i don't care anymore lah!.. and yes, stupid, i'm angry with you.. even though you can't sense it at all.. argh. i hate you you j______.
and i'm not refering t my jie.. some guy. talking of whom. I MISS YOU JIE!! AHHHHHH!! i think i'm having a mentalbreakdown. very minor lah. but just a little upset. but oh well. i don't care right now, because..
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST
I'M GETTING AN A ON THAT TEST (:
had this dream a few nights ago of being registered into rgps.. only it wasn't the rgps building. and there was that idiot and this other dood, who i can't remember who after i woke up but in the dream i knew who. and there was albie. i think my fantasy is that all my worlds.. which feels like 3-4 different worlds, of friends can just be one.
i'm listening t dong le by tank. cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:42 PM
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into the ocean / Sunday, March 18, 2007
so laura told me that the jazz ensemble won
FIRST PLACE! :D but jazzband ii won fifth.. oh well. anyway, i wasn't performing my best. those stupid lights lah okay. i wasn't playing loud enough. so fifth place is good enough i guess. forgot what jazzcombo was.
watching hanakimi now and i realize that i can't watch it without the subs. -.-
watched kate and leopald yesterday.. leopald.. i like saying that. ((:
and it stars hugh jackman.. as leopald (: and meg ryan as kate. and at the beginning leopald is looking at himself in the mirror preparing for the ball downstairs and is like:
you dance like a herd of cows.
you light up the room by leaving it..
HAHAHA.. ((:
recieved this mail from nslc that i was nominated t be part of this leadership programme in the summer and go to one of many cities t study how t be a leader. cool right? but not sure if i can go because it's very expensive.. sigh. i really want t go though.. because then i'll have one interesting week of summer going t either tour washington d.c. or sanfrancisco. but oh well.
okay, i must stop procrastinating and must do bio and study for hist test.
cheerio!
/Hopped!
5:19 PM
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get out of my happy square / Saturday, March 17, 2007
woot! no school yesterday! state jazz fest all the way in millinocket! :D was loads of fun!.. except for the long bus rides. learnt a lot of new card games though! :D sat with megan on the bus t milinocket. and watched hercules! and janaye kept singing. people were playing apples to apples.. i didn't feel like playing. then when hercules was over, we watched star wars episode one!
when we finally reached stearns highschool mr skeffington wasn't even there yet. so we had t continue waitting in that bus as we watched other coach buses and school buses come. while waitting everyone was indirectly paying attention t star wars. and when umm.. that other dood died.. the partner of obiwan.. we were like,
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! and then when the black/red faced man died, were like.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! and people were looking at their phones for reception and sam was like..
there's a tower! when there's a tower you know you're in hickville!then mr skeff finally came. and he told us not t do what one former student did..
t ask, is do they have running water? lol. and we got off and brought in our instruments and clancy was like,
are we in canada??.. because it was so much colder than in sopo. after we got everything needed into our homeroom went down t the cafeteria and bought a pear and sat with janaye, kat, jen and sam chatto. and sam, kat and jen were playing cribbage and that is one of the many games i learnt how t play that day. while i watching them play, trying t learn how t play, two girls from falmouth came t sit with us as they knew jamie. and they taught us the rape cheer! which i forgot but i will try t recall..
hey you, don't touch me!
get out of my happy square!
and i forgot the other 2-3 lines.. ): it was so cute though!!
then we went up back t our homeroom and everyone was watching.. THE PRICE IS RIGHT! hahaha.. and then i saw cape walking by. thought i saw amory.. but amory has blonde hair and this dood was red headed. he also kinda looks like ron in harrypotter..
when the priceisright was over, combo had t warm up. so everyone had t carry stuff. then when they were done with the warm up, had t carry it t th auditorium. and there were no more stuff t carry left over for and laura so we went t the auditorium t watch combo. they were amazing! and albie's scat! the stupid mic though. kept going on and off. when combo was done. we all went up the stage t take our stuff off. and there's this rule that everyone had t get past this white line off the stage within a certain amount of time, if not we'd be disqualified. and i didn't know of that rule!.. fortunetely i did go across though.. phew.
back in the homeroom it was very boring. so kat, jen and i decided t go down where i would play my very first game of cribbage! :D that game is super fun okay! and passes a lot of time! :D half way through laura came down and sat with us. she told us that something about how one of the staff members from the jazz fest was flipped off by someone from our jazz band. then we were all thinking.. no one in band would ever dare t give anyone the finger during any band competition because we all know that mr skeffington would kill us.. jen, kat and i were so glad we weren't up there, but instead, playing cribbage! (: anyway, we paused our cribbage game and went t get stuff t eat. and laura went t buy a pickle.. A HUGE PICKLE.. that made me think dirty thoughts.. heh.
then we continued playing cribbage AND I WON! :D MY FIRST GAME AND I WON!! :D :D
ben came over and then we played another card game learned from laura called knockers... which made everyone think dirty thoughts.. hahaha. and we saw mr legard! and he came over asking what game we were playing.. apparentely he didn't hear the title because if did he wouldn't have so readily grabbed a chair and come over. then in the middle of the game sam chatto came over and asked what game it was we were playing and then mr legard realized what the title was. and when it was over he didn't want t play. haha so we played another game from ben.. called secret. forgot how t play.. anyway, the next game egyptian something. anyway, that game was so super fun and super long.. more than an hour!
to play, first you equally give out the cards in the deck and then you try t get as many cards as possible from the other players. and you put down one card.. oh and you can't look t your cards.. just put down. so just go around and put one card at a time. then if your previous player placed a jack in the pile, you have one trial t place another face card if not that player gets the pile of cards. if its a queen 2 trials, a king is 3 and an ace is four. then if there's doubles from the previous player or a previous card.. you must chope it first before anyone does!.. although kat didn't use the term chope but SLAM. and that's the painful part of the game.. but very fun one! :D
after playing.. went up and looked at vendors selling instruments and books. and kat and jen being trombone players tried out this really cool trombone that they said was amazing.. but laura and i not being trombone players don't know what is the amazing thing.. just that it looks very shiny. (: and i learned that the clarinet has the most parts of all the instruments and so it is out of my list of instruments t play. until i learn t be a faster person.
then went back t the homeroom, where everyone was quiet due t the scene earlier where the flipped off staff said it was too loud..
finally came time for us t warm up and perform. the stage lights were so bright and super hot that they made me become ery nervous that i was going t squeak so i didn't play as loud as i was supposed t.. ): hope we win!
after playing, was picture taking and the camera flashes of millions of lights just kept going..
FLASHFLASHFLASHFLASH
FLASHFLASHFLASHFLASH
FLASHFLASHFLASHFLASH
FLASHFLASHFLASHFLASH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so bright that everyone doubted their eyes were open in any of the shots.
then we had t hurry before the snowstorm in south portland got worse. janaye was so freaked out and panicked that the bus was going t swirve and run into trees that mr skeff. let her stay the night with the jazz ensemble people. dood, i wish i could stay over too.. then i could watch them play and would be millinocket right with them.. not really scared whether the bus was going t crash.. the ride home was boring. the gladiator was playing but no one really cared. hah. slept a little.
and that's about my day yesterday. cheerio!
/Hopped!
9:25 AM
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the older you get the more time you need / Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i'm watching hana kimi right now! and then i remembered that i wanted t blog and t my last post. anyway, since it's been more than several hours, new post instead.
right now i'm thinking that hana kimi is one messed up show..
what guy school has a miss___ pageant?? ahahaha
my bio test on mon felt okay.. got it back today AND I DID HORRIBLE. i got the same score as my last test. wahlau. A BLOOGY C. math is confusing as hell too. i sorta get it and i sorta don't in factioning the faction.
in eng today we watched this video on how in the 60's this teacher taught her 3rd grade class what discrimination was by letting them experience it by seperating the class by eye colour and was like, the blue eyes are on top today. they shall have 5 min extra recess and the brown eyed people shall wear these blue collars t know that they are lower and they have t stay inside for recess. then the next day she switched it and stuff and then talked about it with her students. it was recorded as a show, eye of the storm i think. and 17 yrs later that class had a reunion and watched it. and it was used t train correction officers in prison not t discriminate.
i have t agree with the cher though. its quite sad if you have t go t such an extent such that people understand discrimination.. she also said it could damage a child.. which i agree.. lol.
filmed our health video and i think i was pretty bossy. haha. because i liked my idea for the video and they liked BUT.. they didn't completely understand it. so i kept having t say NO.. its not like that!. -.-
sorta got the way we wanted.. so glad i won't be here t watch it. i'll be all the way in millinocket. which reminds me.. must bring so good stuff t listen on bus.. while i sleep. and must bring a battery just in case!
had jazz band today and i saw mr lundington! after so long! oh yeah, yesterday i visited mr wolotsky! :D and helped angela with the volunteer work at memorial library. anyway, i needed hours for real life too.. in the summer.
went t the guidance office during eng also. taking two science next year. i'm dead. woot!
cheerio!
/Hopped!
5:18 PM
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blow like a foghorn / Monday, March 12, 2007
Where you lead, I will follow
Anywhere that you tell me to
If you need, you need me to be with you
I will follow where you lead
i have given in to that darn fad. i'm now watching hana kimi! :D and its ridiculously hilarious. there's this guy who's hair is like super long.. LIKE A GIRL. and he's the head teacher? or the principal. i like watching it though. and i'll continue criticizing it. (:
will blog later.
/Hopped!
3:58 PM
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psychoanalysis / Saturday, March 10, 2007
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With whom?
the whole world
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
porcupine
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
keeps staring at me
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. What does it look like?
an old mansion
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
no
6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table what do you see on and around it?
empty chairs around it and empty plates
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
mug
8. What do you do with the cup?
pick it up and see what's in it
9. You walk to the edge of the property. Where you find yourself?
more trees and logs laying on the ground
10. How will you cross the water?
swinging on a vine like tarzan
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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most
most important person in your life.
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times.
The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers,or people, then you are generally unhappy.
7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationships.
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude.
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
10. How wet you get when crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your sex life.
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so according t this, i'm an unhappy person. woot!
happy birthday seahorse! :D
/Hopped!
5:59 PM
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can i have your lice? / Thursday, March 08, 2007
nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter no
(cause i got you)
nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter no
(cause i got you)
we gonna fight, believe we gonna fight
fight for our rights together
'cause nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter no
i like akon. and his wierd chimpunk-like voice. (: and his
oooh hoo, weeehooo.. in sweet escape with gwen stefani. ((:
so this spring i'm playing a sport.. tennis! woot tennis! gotta buy tennis shoes with white soles and unless my mom can find my racket, most likely not, have t buy one. need t see mr soandso t get the sports authority coupons. practice starts on the 26th. must remember!
next friday i won't be in school! WOOT!! going up t millinocket.. wherever that is..
starting our health project soon. my group's doing bulimia! and i have this great idea for our video! asked angela on the bus what bulimia was in sign language and she thought i said balloon. so she drew a shape with her hands.. and then ally told her what it was that i said and she said she know.. then ally made it up and started pose vomiting! hahahaha. i love you ally! anytime is a great time with you! :D
i have tons of hist t do tonight.. cheerio!
/Hopped!
3:38 PM
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timmmmmmmbeerrrrrrrrrrrrr / Tuesday, March 06, 2007
i had such an educational day today. in band, we went t the auditorium and watched the kinderconcert. its this concert for kindergarteners so that they learn about music and instruments and stuff. and so there were these 4 yr olds everywhere! and janaye was like,
they popping out everywhere! LIKE DAISIES!.. she was also quoting mulan. hahaha
the kinderconcert, being meant for kindergarteners was very much like watching preschool/kindergarton shows.. LIKE BLUES CLUES! :D i love blues clues. i miss the old one though. because now they've replaced it with the dumb show blue's room and blue can talk but doesn't do his cute noises or do that blue clues paw print thing! and there's no paparika!! ):
anyway, back t the concert. there were these five people who came from the portland symphony orchestra. they played this intro piece and then this speaker came up and introduced them and their instruments they played. and was like, there's 5 people here. does anyone know what they call a group of 5 people?.. one, two, three, four five!..quintet!!.. does anyone know what instrument this is? its an oboe! good job!
janaye: the guy with the clarinet! he has a hitler moustache!
me: it's a chubby hitler!
in english we learned about the 6 stages of moral development.
then in health we had these speakers come in from youngadultabusiveprotection____ and they talked about.. abusiv relationships. they did this skit on it and stuff..
such an educational day today right?
/Hopped!
2:34 PM
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