fei ni mo shu / Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i have no idea what my title means. its just the song that's stuck in my head right now. by ariel lin! oh yeah. i never finished watching that drama tokyo juliet. it started to get boring for me half way through. mostly because i didnt comprehend half of whatever they were saying. i could see. but the actions got boring pretty easily.
i feel stressed. really stressed out about my stupid schedule for next year. okay. so laura's like
they let you take all the stupid classes without anything disrupting each other, BUT THEY DONT LET YOU TAKE THE BETTER CLASSES. wth?! and i just realized that even if i were to not take wind ensemble and take concert band instead, I STILL CANT TAKE AP PHYSICS. seriously. i want ap physics!... ugh. it makes me so mad. it makes me boil. and not boiling water.. boiling
diamonds.
@!*&$^!cnkgzKJ!!!
I WANT TO KILL THE GUIDANCE OFFICE. choose? i cant choose! and neither can you choose for me. just redo the whole freakin schedule. for goodness sakes. i really hope the science dept is. what's wrong with making the perfect schedule? really? its not impossible. ITS NOT. i'm an unbeliever and dont you dare shun me! AUUUGHHHHH!!
well. today's speeches for class officers were pretty good.. for me. i got a
ooohh response from my crowd. teehehe...
i dont know if talking to skeff will help or not. because laura already talked to him. oh i dont know. yeah.. i'll talk to him tomorrow.
cheerio!
oh someone please help me
/Hopped!
2:00 PM
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sha-bam / Monday, May 19, 2008
ugh. i've had enough of this. all this. all this schedule screwups, clashings, stupid stuff. stupid guidance. exactly. i really hope ms sturm is wrong and that the science schedule will be changed. seriously. it needs to be changed. i have to be in wind ensemble and i have to be in ap physics. ugh. why cant she understand. its so stupid.. #@#*$!
so we dont have a tennis match today because the boys single's tourny is at our courts and that also means my tennis date thing whatchamacall-it-yeah didnt happen. but its going down on friday. yepp. i enjoyed this weekend. it was very enlightening. i think i'm finding my optimism back. so i feel pretty jolly. and band was good today. ate amatoes for lunch. mmm.. yummy stuffers that took FOREVER to be cooked/baked/uh huh.
so back to my weekend. saturday was very laxed one. slept pretty much. after church on sunday, went over to the andreason's with angela, katie, bob, jon and becka. and liz joined a couple hours later. and jon read from this book how to survive a horror movie.. as in, how survive being in one, not watching..
okay, i've come up with a perfect beautiful? description of my difficulty to write beautifully:it's like there's this wall. this big, thick wall. its not made of bricks. its made of.. titanium.. no. diamond. a huge thick diamond wall is blocking me from writing beautifully. everytime i try, i hit the ginormous wall. and exactly. its ever growing. and its made of diamond. its a shiny and clear wall. i can see what writing beautifully is, but i just cant do it. i cant enter that oh so magical world of writing, no matter how hard i try.what i need now is another diamond to destroy this wall.nice description right?
i'm playing freecell and sitting next to devin right now in the library. until 3 when this freakin place closes. and then tennis! woot!
cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:19 PM
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indiana jones / Tuesday, May 13, 2008
so.. yeah. waitting for tennis practice. which i hope will be good and efficient i get to show off and gain some awesome sick amazing tennis skills. especially for monday when i play with lagios. so that i dont miss every single shot he gives me. i hope it wont be awkward. not a single bit. because i dont know. awkwardness just sucks.
i really feel like playing tennis right now, but its the boys that get early practice today.
oh and you know why i've returned to blogging?.. not that i ever gave it up. but i just have to blog right now because i realized that after i stopped, and took a break, not on purpose, just not enough time and sometimes just lazy, but after i stopped right.. i sucked at writing essays. i mean, my writing skills seemed to drop. not like i even use proper english when i blog, but if there was a graph on how much liked writing, you could see a big dip.
and so what else? ap exams. apush. oh my goodness. what should i say? horrible? well not really. the mcq's were okay and i hope i'm feeling the right thing that it was okay and that i bubbled right. but the frqs.. ughh.. what heck? seriously. market revolution?? if they said industrial revolution i would've done it. and i hope the new south was what i thought it was.
and the dbq... i know nothing about what happened after 1950's. well i do know, i just dont know all that much and so after half an hour of only writing one paragraph i went on to the frqs and never really got time to go back and do dbqs.
so the next exam... yesterday i had the music theory exam that skeff only realized a week ago that i was taking it. and oh okay. i completely forgot that my mom knows music theory. aghh why??? i could have asked her for help instead of just letting her catch up on her missed sleeping hours!
well, the exam, wierd or not, was actually rather fun. i cant think of any other exam i would take to miss basically the whole day of school! listening to a mariachi band? why not? listen to ragtime? really? haha i caught myself over 5 seconds or so enjoying the music and then reminding myself, oh yeah. i have qns that i need to answer on this.
i'm trying to think whatelse i wrote in that preview that i said i would blog... oh yeah!
i won my tennis match at deering ystd! :D
well the not so great part was that i played against people who werent so great. but i have to say, i'm loving my serves. i just suck at being at the back of the court. and seriously, why does coach put me with cyndi? i think its the asian thing. i told that to devin and she chuckled and agreed.
anyway.. i cant to play more tennis. i hope practice isnt a sucky practice. oh and we have a team dinner tonight at dory's! woot! and uhh.. ap english exam tomorrow. oh joy!
i need to improve my introductions. i swear, thats my flaw. well then..
cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:01 PM
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i planned to blog today, but i dont have time. so heres a preview of the next post.. and also to remind myself..
yesterday, music theory exam.. such a fun learning experience.
played tennis against deering. won 6-0!.. but only because they werent too good.
getting passionate about a ton of things.
need to improve my writing skills and language
and finally, i have a tennis
date on monday! (:
cheerio!
/Hopped!
5:52 AM
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