the stupidest post about my feelings evah! :D / Thursday, October 25, 2007
this is about... hormones? well, i guess its hormone related.
okay. so right after 2004 ended, 2005.. i made the decision to never have a crush. never ever. because i felt that my crush on that idiot was enough. i actually quite like that decision.. its like the word crush doesn't even exist in my dictionary. and so its like.. how do i explain this?
its like, even if i were to have something for someone.. i can just saw nevermind easily because i don't have it stamped like CRUSH(es). see.. many people apparently have MANY crushes at one time.. me? hah!.. NONE!
and this way its fun.. because i just sit back and relax while some people ahem like me! :D and then see who lasts the longest. and there's one dood who i guess has given up trying to get a response from me because now he's with someone. he was sketchy man anyways.
although.. there's these two doods.. they have lasted.. well, longer? or maybe not. no the haven't actually. one went on to having a girlfriend and then breaking up (silly couple) and the other one. oh well, its been only a year. but whatever. yeah, that's my attitude. because my main focus of school is not hooking up with some person.
i kinda feel like i'm waitting for them to make a move.. especially that skiing idiot because if he doesnt he's going to end up like another idiot (who i never gave a damn about), graduating without doing anything. just make a move already!! seesh.
so why not i make the move?? here's where a stupid point comes in... I DONT GIVE A DAMN. (:
but yet it sounds like i do. but then again. whatever.
but i must say, i am falling into that lovely hole again.. and its one exagerrated lovely hole. (:
all in all, i have fun not having a crush and silly people have a crush on me and do NOTHING. if you're doing nothing, then stop being obvious at your stares! or i'll just be more obviously oblivious of your existence.
and that's the end of the stupidity of this post.
here's something artsy! from the boredom of physics class!:
cheerio!
/Hopped!
4:10 PM
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cheerio!