what now / Thursday, November 06, 2008
how should i edit my college essay? whatelse should i write. is what i'm writing even appropraite?? ugh. so confused.. moer like unsure, but still it all seems the same. i am freaking out! dood. what if all colleges reject me because i dont know... i didnt apply to the right ones. i'm scared i might be aiming too high, but yet, i know i dont want to go to some crap-o-la lala place where all they do is get high and drunk *cough* thomas *cough*
so it has to be all about me right? but.. oh.. i dont know how to put it into words.. into a lovely melody with beautiful inticing language. what the hell is wrong with me.
i just need to stop it. okay. so ideas of what i want to write.. but then again its more like what i'm focusing on telling the colleges right? so alright. what do i want to tell these admissions?
i'm ambitious, dream big. i'm determined, i take up as much work as i possibly can. i love what i do.. like really, truly do. so what experience would sum up all these things about me.
okay. on a lighter note, i called my brother yesterday. lovely, wonderful conversation with him.
my mind is in way too much of a #$I_I Q{FEAFLJ
to say anything.
cheerio!
/Hopped!
11:45 AM
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