i feel like there's only so much that i can do right now and i hate it i wish i could do everything i wish to be a super girl i wish things would right into place the way i like it i wish for this agony to go away i wish i wasnt living in desperation i hate this feeling this struggle for life i hate feeling like i cannot do anymore time and time again i'm bounded by time i hate this depression i just want to get out of this hole it's a far worse hole than those silly previous relations its a deep valley all i have is you God.