chem shem hem em m.. &m / Thursday, December 18, 2008
life is..
alright i suppose. its copable. still stressed out. i really need to get deeper into my essay. you know what i mean? sigh
had my very pit band rehearsal yesterday. so confusing.. so many books to look at.
i'm sleeping when i get home. my belly feels like its burning. speaking of which, we burned stuff in chem today..
dood, i really like physics. its so cool. rocket science man. (:
so my college essay is about this moment i had with someone at shaw's and how i felt then, that i was naive to smile when actually i was being naive to think such an idea. i was so foolish. you know? i still am quite foolish now, i have to admit, but i'm thankful that i've grown. i feel so old. i really cant wait for florida to happen because by then i'll done with college application. the stress is just so.. its quite intolerable. i can tolerate it, but there are just some moments when i get stuck
this is when i am thankful that chem is so easy for me. i dont know why. i expected it to be so much harder. i really wonder if its because its just ms macvane (if having fink would be harder) or if its because honors chem is more junior year focused.
physics is much more stimulating.
do you ever wonder what your future is like? like how does it look like in your head? is it like a movie? is it made of snapshots and poloroids? mine's like a painting, especially that further i get.
oh yeah, i drew something in chem today. but i cant scan it on here. so i'll do it someother time.
cheerio!
/Hopped!
2:05 PM
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