relief? / Monday, December 15, 2008
i practically broke down last night... well, not practically. I really did. hard core tears and sniffing in my stuffed nose. it was more like at one in the morning though. same thing.
oh man. never will i ever break down like that ever again. college man. mr furbush gave the class this handout on suicide rates and i was like oh great. my face clearly looks like i had a teary night and now people might think i'm suicidal. not really. i just thought it to be a coincidence.
it's a pretty sad world. but i have to look on the brightside and be optimistic because i cannot be bothered to breakdown right now.
i really hope that i get that scholorship for northeastern. it would relieve such a burden. imagine, four years of free tuition. that's more than $100 000! if not, i really want to go to uchicago.
and then there's uva. its a beautiful school. the last of my top three choices, but still, in my top three.
i dont have much to say today. i am preoccupied with a lot of things, but i really want to submit this darn supplement to connecticut college before its too late, you know.
i had jazz band today!.. and i have concert band tomorrow! yeah. and i have pit rehearsal on wed! and i have my french final tomorrow! whoo! i need to call hannah tonight or something.
cheerio!
/Hopped!
4:03 PM
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