i've been so blind / Saturday, January 03, 2009
Politik - Cold Playafter 48 hours, i am exhausted, sad and tired. i've lost weight.. estimate about 3-5 lbs and probably dont want to ever talk about college applications ever again. not at least till next week when gwu is due
i'm tired and sad.
i'm so stupid
i want to cry.
i've been so blind
i really want to do it
but i cant
my heart cant take it.
goodbye chicago
dood! i had such a good essay! and a good supplement main essay too! i just.. i cant do it. i had such a good chance, especially after my brother pushed me into my mind where i wrote such a good essay that can stand out! agh..
maybe.. next year. if i dont like whereever i'm going to. i think i have a good chance to get into bu and northeastern. sigh.
/Hopped!
10:59 AM
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